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The Brown leaves that fell

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Today when i waked under the shadow of the trees a cool blow of the breeze shook them and suddenly there were leaves cascading down all around me.As i watched them fall, those withered, broken leaves struggling to go down as the air pushed them upwards resulting in a sway to their motion i felt peace. Peace beacuse I realized that I’m not much different from them, my heart is nothing different from a leaf green with happiness but as the seasons change and it starts to die a little everyday until all it takes is one small blow to tear it apart and despite all my efforts to revive it, it keeps on falling until it reaches abyss…but i know the story doesn’t ends here, for soon the weather will change again and the same winds that brought them down will brings with them the rain that will quench the soils and bring life once again to the barren branches of life itself…thats how nature works, thats how happiness works… ;

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The Price of Life

There comes  a time when you look around and see grey everywhere, the colors of life faded and the expressions all look blank, the sound of life echos no more and silence whispers in every rank.Life takes a toll for all our happiness, usually it takes more than it gives.The price may not seem too much but after a while you enter  a dark corner and nothing but black surrounds you, you hear no one and you see nothing, you pretend to breath and smile at the emptiness.For a while now I’ve realized that most of the emptiness is a consequence of my personal endeavors for comfort and peace. I push people away and then I sit back and wallow about being alone, I shouldn’t be doing that but i find it difficult to detach myself from this vicious cycle….Sometimes I think maybe because i like the pain of being alone that’s why i cant let it go or maybe its become something of a habit, I write a lot but words never seem to suffice for all that goes around in my mind.With that being said I don’t think there’s a way to evade Life’s toll…We all suffer, one way or another…

A lesson for all

During your whole lifetime you come across various situations, some you overcome and some give you important lessons.I always considered myself to be somewhat smarter than others, I used to think that I’m sitting in a room filled with ducks, surrounded by people who don’t look at things through more than one prespective.But later as I grew I realised that the world is filled with people much more smarter than I am and those whome I once considered shallow gave out attributes of vast depth and intelligence far greater than my comprehension.As I learnt I grew and the more I grew the smaller I became because now when I look around myself I see not people but machines, performing better faster and more efficiently than I ever could.
One thing that still illudes me is that how can something so greater than me lack in the basic of all concepts, the concept of understanding, not just the tasks and commands they are supposed to do but the one thing that made us humans, a thing called curiosity.People are always usually curious over the whos, whats, whens and wheres but they don’t seem to care about the whys.why is that guy sitting alone in the corner??, why is she always so angry?, why is the world loosing humanity?…The only simple answer is that its because we don’t care about the whys anymore…someone may have yelled at you today but maybe its because they are sad over loosing a loved one and are emotionally unstable or when someone bully’s you maybe its because he was bullied by life…I’ve been bullied all my life and the one thing I saw in each bully’s eyes was sorrow, all of them, no matter how strong, fierce or aggressive, were sad over something, and in their weakest moments they turned towards aggression…this is what my life taught me, that if I’m curious enough about the why, the what won’t bother me anymore….

My melody sings the songs of love,
For the fallen angel from stars above,
My heart awaits the love’s reply,
He may approve it or call it a lie,
My heart awaits the silence turned,
It wants the agony of awaiting burned,
For those three words my ears cherish,
Against my love the world may perish,