Monthly Archives: February 2014

Immortal

Oh son of Adam with you whim and woos,
Searching for the one in a thousand whos,
Life brought you down to the sands of pain,
Erasing what you saw in wealth and gain,
Naive may you be or may you be lost,
Your soul will be forgotton like a mere ghost,
So if you seek to be remembered by the ages,
Bring down the walls and break all your cages,
Love like nothing has ever loved before,
Once you love you’ll be forgotton nomore,
Love will make you immortal in time,
You’ll live twice,once in her and once in your rhyme,

The Mask I forgot about

This morning when I woke up and looked myself in the mirror I saw something strange, I saw a guy with a smile on his face and he looked beautiful, he looked like a stranger.Everyday I look at myself and try to see what others do, every day I take a few seconds and do nothing but observe.Like an actor giving finishing touches to his makeup, like a deamon putting on his mask to blend in, because the second i walk out that door I am forced to be the person I’m not, sometimes even someone I completely despise.Not because I want to be, but because I have to be, and today I think i got so good at my act that it crept into my existance, I know who I am, but for a breif second i forgot who i was and in that second I saw nothing broken or damaged.Just a simple guy living his life, sometimes i wish life was as simple as that, sometimes I wish I didn’t have to pretend.I tried a few times but a gimps of my real face terrifed them maybe because people are afraid of what they cannot understand or they are so prisistant on their own ideas and beliefs that they don’t like anyone to think otherwise.Whatever it may be I know now that I have a mask on and I know i have to keep it there until the world around me is ready for what awaits beneath it…..

A lesson for all

During your whole lifetime you come across various situations, some you overcome and some give you important lessons.I always considered myself to be somewhat smarter than others, I used to think that I’m sitting in a room filled with ducks, surrounded by people who don’t look at things through more than one prespective.But later as I grew I realised that the world is filled with people much more smarter than I am and those whome I once considered shallow gave out attributes of vast depth and intelligence far greater than my comprehension.As I learnt I grew and the more I grew the smaller I became because now when I look around myself I see not people but machines, performing better faster and more efficiently than I ever could.
One thing that still illudes me is that how can something so greater than me lack in the basic of all concepts, the concept of understanding, not just the tasks and commands they are supposed to do but the one thing that made us humans, a thing called curiosity.People are always usually curious over the whos, whats, whens and wheres but they don’t seem to care about the whys.why is that guy sitting alone in the corner??, why is she always so angry?, why is the world loosing humanity?…The only simple answer is that its because we don’t care about the whys anymore…someone may have yelled at you today but maybe its because they are sad over loosing a loved one and are emotionally unstable or when someone bully’s you maybe its because he was bullied by life…I’ve been bullied all my life and the one thing I saw in each bully’s eyes was sorrow, all of them, no matter how strong, fierce or aggressive, were sad over something, and in their weakest moments they turned towards aggression…this is what my life taught me, that if I’m curious enough about the why, the what won’t bother me anymore….

My melody sings the songs of love,
For the fallen angel from stars above,
My heart awaits the love’s reply,
He may approve it or call it a lie,
My heart awaits the silence turned,
It wants the agony of awaiting burned,
For those three words my ears cherish,
Against my love the world may perish,

I looked opun the shores of misery
My life a mess, in need of hope,
I saw an angel fallen and weak,
Tied to pain with hatered’s rope,
We saw one another bound and weak,
Not a shadow to follow nor a soul to weep,
I took an axe to cut the rope,
To redeem its glory to revive it’s hope,
He shook his wings and the rope was gone,
Flapped with might and the angel flown,
I turned to the shores and rejoice to see,
What miracles that angel had done for me,
I thank him by heart and thank him by soul…may that mighty angel rule them all….

A time comes in everyone’s life when you start on a corner alone and defeated,for me that corner comes more occasionally than it should.I don’t know what’s on the other end and i don’t wanna know.All around me i see everyone at the peak of success,yet still the 

I write a poem upon this shore,
I write my love for all is true,
An ocean between me and sun,
Two oceans seperating me and you,
An ocean that eats ships in whole,
Another to kill the wills and woo,
One that holds a thousand treasures,
Other what treasures are found to do,
A watery grave that streaches afar,
Know to all as the deep blue,
latter is the ocean made of riches,
The ones i have not and ones that you do,
Scary waters are easy to tame,
For their might is no more than a mere flu,
But riches,my love are grizzling beast,
Tearing the flesh off many for few,
To battle the world of riches and dime,
My fair queen is a crime,
For you are the one that hold the castles,
And all the worldly pains are mine,
To reach the top is difficult indeed,
But impossible in the given time,
Although my love we see two oceans,
Let comfort be yours and troubles be mine,

She walks fire,
Lighting the skies,wherever she go,
The evergreen joy,
That is her smile,
Piercing darkness in a single blow,
Her eyes two rivers,
Deep and blue,burying the treasure of a mystic vow,
She walks in beauty,
A beauty Untold,one that overshines time’s flow,
She is not mine,
Not yet to be,her love to me is mine to owe,
She walks alone,
Or so the world see,for whenever she walks she walks with me….

Run Away

Sometimes i feel like there’s nowhere i belong,no one i can turn to,no one to love….i just feel like that wherever i see i look at strangers,complete and utter strangers,in my family,in my friends and sometimes even in the ones i turn to for help.I feel like there’s nowhere i belong and that just makes me feel like i should tum away and just leave everything behind…
Although the idea of running away may come as cowardly to some and most will deem it foolish…but try looking at it through me…Whenever i think of running away i don’t look towards a life of wealth and fame, i just need a small cottage in the middle of nowhere bits and pieces of food and nothing more than that…parhaps something i long for most is love…but love has strange ways to come to you….I’m just a small guy from a small town…i dream big but i don’t want big…all i want is to have the smallest of houses,the simplest of things and lots of love…
Although my life is a miss,my dreams perished,my goals shattered i don’t know whats keeping me.weather its my resposibilities holding me to the ground or my love towards the ones i cannot live without…whatever it may be,i find myself standing on a crossroad forced to make a choice i don’t want to…i wish i didn’t have to do that…i wish i could just run away….